Author: | Logan Lee | ISBN: | 9781476241418 |
Publisher: | Smokescreen Publishing | Publication: | July 23, 2012 |
Imprint: | Smashwords | Language: | English |
Author: | Logan Lee |
ISBN: | 9781476241418 |
Publisher: | Smokescreen Publishing |
Publication: | July 23, 2012 |
Imprint: | Smashwords |
Language: | English |
I just wanted to get back to my life. I wanted to forget about Jon and how he'd blackmailed me into doing those awful things with him. He won't let me though, he'll never let me and there is a part of me that knows that. But what's even more scary is that there is a part of me that doesn't want him to stop. There is a part of me that I never knew that likes the things he makes me do to him.
I hope that no one finds out at least. I couldn't bear for this to get back to my church. I would never live down the shame if people who knew me and thought that I was innocent and pure waiting for marriage were to find out what I have done.
I just wanted to get back to my life. I wanted to forget about Jon and how he'd blackmailed me into doing those awful things with him. He won't let me though, he'll never let me and there is a part of me that knows that. But what's even more scary is that there is a part of me that doesn't want him to stop. There is a part of me that I never knew that likes the things he makes me do to him.
I hope that no one finds out at least. I couldn't bear for this to get back to my church. I would never live down the shame if people who knew me and thought that I was innocent and pure waiting for marriage were to find out what I have done.